totally sunday

the colour im using for tis post reflects my mood n everything inside me today n also for da past few days ago!i aint no idea y tis would happened to me?!!!!!!!!! YYY?!!!! do i simply owe some1 a living or wat?!! wad my life would be after tis?!! straying around?!! b ppl's laughter?!! wad should i do?!well, 60% in me..is god's testing not only towards me..but to all my sibling n esp. my daddy ;) i beleive...god would not let his children to b bullied by the satans! HELL NO!v faith in him n trust i beleive v can made it through! da results might not be immediate...but someday it will b over!wateva da result is!i juz hope dat jiejie,koko n me will cling on!hold on together tightly! juz hope 4 da best to appear :(