Tuesday, October 26, 2010
another tuesday ^~^
well, everything ended so soon =] i belief time heals like wat most ppl said ;) am trying to erase all my memories as this is the only way to start NEW! being my usual self STEPHANIE WONG WOAN CHYI as before ^~^ i dont deny that even now..you kept appearing wherever i go =] the memories of us~ am trying to ROCK MY HEART! looking at the phone almost everytime hoping to see ur msgs or calls like i always did before =] but...now, im gonna try to keep away the phone from me=] i'll never stick to hps anymore unless its necessary to use ;) n tis could reduce the radiation from me too! =] saving $$ on long calls as well as reduce radiation without any phone calls =] how good! well, probably u dint realise how you treated me for da past years, but i wouldnt mind now cuz there's nomore connection between us =] im gonna go on with my life =] the way you treated me i would just take it as an experience as life goes on =] but i pray that you would change urself like i always tried to do, to get the best out of you =] now, its up to you and ur willingness either to improve or to stay =] wishing you all the best =]
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
1st post since entering uni
well =] im nt gona start off with uni life n everything~ came to me to write this post is bcuz im emo-ing all by myself =]
hmmm..first n foremost, im positive that grandpa would regain his healthiness once again with God's help ^~^ pray that grandpa's condition would be stable for at least these few days =] am going back to ipoh tis weekend n back to sitiawan =]
2ndly,hmm..its kinda disappointing actually hearing you said that ur going seremban to celebrate friend's birthday =] isnt it all planned that sat we might go out? if ur unable to go out bcuz of work or smtg i would be okay...but its just bcuz of ur 'fwen's birthday' u r willing to postpone it to sunday? =] rmb 10.10.10 when im left all alone in midvalley to go back uni all by myself..=] just bcuz ur 'friend's cooking 4dinner' you promised me things like this would not happened again =] n that u regretted 4 wat u did? n now? its repeating~ =] where were you when i gotta know my grandpa's in comma on sun morning on 17.10.10? when i needed so much comfort n sum1 to lean on ur not there =] n yeah~ur 1st msg came at 3smtg pm although i msged u since 9am =] well, sometimes words r easier said than done..saying i love you r just words..again n again i told you =] when u say smtg..mean it=] i doesnt mean that when u say the 3 words u mean it just by words, sumtimes it needs sum action =] well, after all ur fwens comes 1st n im 2nd =] i smiled n laugh over the phone if only u could see my real face n heart =] u would know how i felt..i just dont wana create any arguments anymore =] pray that you would change..anyhow,everything fall fairly tis weekend u go seremban n im back to see my grandpa n dat's da final decision =]
3rdly, just got to know my coursemates did smtg which shouldnt be done at this age =] well, i dont know whether tis happens to me..but im sure to my other chinese friends they r da victim =] crosses sum1's attendance? C'MON~u are all grown ups..hasnt any1 taught u to stay out of business? or ur parents never teach u so?u need me to teach? =]
well, its a real saddening day =[
hmmm..first n foremost, im positive that grandpa would regain his healthiness once again with God's help ^~^ pray that grandpa's condition would be stable for at least these few days =] am going back to ipoh tis weekend n back to sitiawan =]
2ndly,hmm..its kinda disappointing actually hearing you said that ur going seremban to celebrate friend's birthday =] isnt it all planned that sat we might go out? if ur unable to go out bcuz of work or smtg i would be okay...but its just bcuz of ur 'fwen's birthday' u r willing to postpone it to sunday? =] rmb 10.10.10 when im left all alone in midvalley to go back uni all by myself..=] just bcuz ur 'friend's cooking 4dinner' you promised me things like this would not happened again =] n that u regretted 4 wat u did? n now? its repeating~ =] where were you when i gotta know my grandpa's in comma on sun morning on 17.10.10? when i needed so much comfort n sum1 to lean on ur not there =] n yeah~ur 1st msg came at 3smtg pm although i msged u since 9am =] well, sometimes words r easier said than done..saying i love you r just words..again n again i told you =] when u say smtg..mean it=] i doesnt mean that when u say the 3 words u mean it just by words, sumtimes it needs sum action =] well, after all ur fwens comes 1st n im 2nd =] i smiled n laugh over the phone if only u could see my real face n heart =] u would know how i felt..i just dont wana create any arguments anymore =] pray that you would change..anyhow,everything fall fairly tis weekend u go seremban n im back to see my grandpa n dat's da final decision =]
3rdly, just got to know my coursemates did smtg which shouldnt be done at this age =] well, i dont know whether tis happens to me..but im sure to my other chinese friends they r da victim =] crosses sum1's attendance? C'MON~u are all grown ups..hasnt any1 taught u to stay out of business? or ur parents never teach u so?u need me to teach? =]
well, its a real saddening day =[
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
husband n wife XDD
Marriage Humour:
Wife: 'What are you doing?'
Husband: Nothing.
Wife: 'Nothing...? You've been reading our marriage certificate for an hour.'
Husband: 'I was looking for the expir y date.'
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Wife : 'Do you want dinner?'
Husband: 'Sure! What are my choices?'
Wife: 'Yes or no.'
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Wife: 'You always carry my photo in your wallet.. Why?'
Hubby: 'When there is a problem, no matter how great, I look at your picture and the problem disappears.'
Wife: 'You see how miraculous and powerful I am for you?'
Hubby: 'Yes! I see your picture and ask myself what other problem can there be greater than this one?'
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Stress Reliever Girl: 'When we get married, I want to share all your worries, troubles and lighten your burden.'
Boy: 'It's very kind of you, darling, but I don't have any worries or troubles.'
Girl: 'Well that's because we aren't married yet.'
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Son: 'Mum, when I was on the bus with Dad this morning, he told me to give up my seat to a lady.'
Mom: 'Well, you have done the right thing.'
Son: 'But mum, I was sitting on daddy's lap.'
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A newly married man asked his wife, 'Would you have married me if my father hadn't left me a fortune?'
'Honey,' the woman replied sweetly, 'I'd have married you, NO MATTER WHO LEFT YOU A FORTUNE!'
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Girl to her boyfriend: One kiss and I'll be yours forever.
The guy replies: 'Thanks for the early warning.'
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A wife asked her husband: 'What do you like most in me, my pretty face or my sexy body?'
He looked at her from head to toe and replied: '
I like your sense of humour!'
Husbands are husbands
A man was sitting reading his papers when his wife hit him round the head with a frying pan.
'What was that for?' the man asked.
The wife replied 'That was for the piece of paper with the name Susan on it that I found in your pants pocket'.
The man then said 'When I was at the races last week Susan was the name of the horse I bet on'
The wife apologized and went on with the housework.
Three days later the man is watching TV when his wife bashes him on the head with an even bigger frying pan, knocking him unconscious. Upon re-gaining consciousness the man asked why she had hit again.
Wife replied: 'Your Horse phoned!!! '
Wife: 'What are you doing?'
Husband: Nothing.
Wife: 'Nothing...? You've been reading our marriage certificate for an hour.'
Husband: 'I was looking for the expir y date.'
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Wife : 'Do you want dinner?'
Husband: 'Sure! What are my choices?'
Wife: 'Yes or no.'
_____________
Wife: 'You always carry my photo in your wallet.. Why?'
Hubby: 'When there is a problem, no matter how great, I look at your picture and the problem disappears.'
Wife: 'You see how miraculous and powerful I am for you?'
Hubby: 'Yes! I see your picture and ask myself what other problem can there be greater than this one?'
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Stress Reliever Girl: 'When we get married, I want to share all your worries, troubles and lighten your burden.'
Boy: 'It's very kind of you, darling, but I don't have any worries or troubles.'
Girl: 'Well that's because we aren't married yet.'
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Son: 'Mum, when I was on the bus with Dad this morning, he told me to give up my seat to a lady.'
Mom: 'Well, you have done the right thing.'
Son: 'But mum, I was sitting on daddy's lap.'
______________________________
A newly married man asked his wife, 'Would you have married me if my father hadn't left me a fortune?'
'Honey,' the woman replied sweetly, 'I'd have married you, NO MATTER WHO LEFT YOU A FORTUNE!'
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Girl to her boyfriend: One kiss and I'll be yours forever.
The guy replies: 'Thanks for the early warning.'
-------------------------------
A wife asked her husband: 'What do you like most in me, my pretty face or my sexy body?'
He looked at her from head to toe and replied: '
I like your sense of humour!'
Husbands are husbands
A man was sitting reading his papers when his wife hit him round the head with a frying pan.
'What was that for?' the man asked.
The wife replied 'That was for the piece of paper with the name Susan on it that I found in your pants pocket'.
The man then said 'When I was at the races last week Susan was the name of the horse I bet on'
The wife apologized and went on with the housework.
Three days later the man is watching TV when his wife bashes him on the head with an even bigger frying pan, knocking him unconscious. Upon re-gaining consciousness the man asked why she had hit again.
Wife replied: 'Your Horse phoned!!! '
Saturday, May 22, 2010
Friday, May 7, 2010
BEWARE..!!CAUTION..!!
FYI ............
Not sure whether it's true or false but just beware!!
Beware!!! The most important thing is "don't drink the mineral water and don't apply the sun block cream given by the boatman !"
Ladies and Gentlemen:
If you read the stories written below by others, I will tell you my own story exactly as what they said and witnessed by me:
Please Forward The Story To Everyone You Know:
I stayed in Pulau (island) Redang And Pulau Perhentian In Terengganu For 2 weeks due to my research and I observed a lot of things done by the local youngsters to the ladies who visited there.
The VICTIMS are those who come alone or with group of girls only, most of them came with one female friend.
They acted as a normal driver of the
boat for the resorts but they selected the lone or girls victims mostly the dumb Chinese girls and western ladies. But if the girls are accompanied by guys, they will not dare to touch. When they reached the snorkeling area, they will 'HELP' the ladies by holding their hands to snorkel here and there. Most of the Chinese ladies
wear exposed and sexy swim wears and they will peep into their bras and underwears from behind.
The worst part are they seemed to bring along their local friends to join the club, to get one or two victims everyday.
They gathered on the jetty and looking at their preys. Then, they will guide the girls to a plastic containers with fresh water to wash them up, sometime trying to 'help' them by touching their body parts. These girls thought they were friendly and helpful but they have others intention.
When the girls are so busy washing and cleaning up, the locals will hand them the mineral water (with something inside), the girls will drink it. It happened everyday. Then suddenly the girls will allow them to hold her hands and walked to the boats and go away to the resort and finally to the rooms with the others local 'friends' following behind 'TO JOIN THE PARTY'!!!
Sometimes they will ask the local or western ladies whether they like to apply some sun block cream. Then they will apply some on their skin. Once, to my surprise the lady bare her breast and let them 'played'.
Then I knew what they applied is actually the 'Minyak Dagu' or Corpse Oil', one type of 'Jampi or Curse Oil' so that you will love them. They kissed her until she brought them to her room. SURPRISE!!! ( I think my fellow friends and I were more handsome (100 times) then the local guys, haha)
Please remember in Terengganu state, the Black Magic is strong over there. I have observed these for 2 weeks but cannot stop them, they have many many friends around, if I questioned them , I will be in trouble...over there. I hope every lady will take precaution on this matter and forward it to everyone.
Just let them know that if the drivers are so friendly and took advantages on them, they have to beware. I am so frustrated because the girls are so dumb to trust them.
I asked one of the victim and she said she didn't remember anything but She said she have some DREAM that she have sex with the locals. SEE !!!
Please read what was written by others below. My story is true here.
Beware when you're going out snorkling especially ladies' & girls' team only. Boatmen would drug the mineral water when your are busy snorkelling.
Later you passed out after drinking the water when you get back on the boat.
There are insufficient evidence to prosecute them cause they cleverly done their job including dressing up victim nicely to original & don't leave any traces behind even ejected externally. And when the victims awakened they were told they had a short nap. Salt water further makes it difficult for them to discover on the spot until perhaps later.. This happened in Pulau Tioman and can happened any other places. Victims include Italian, American, Japanese, Chinese, Arabian & even Malays.
Please pass this message on to all the world.
-Yan-
Not sure whether it's true or false but just beware!!
Beware!!! The most important thing is "don't drink the mineral water and don't apply the sun block cream given by the boatman !"
Ladies and Gentlemen:
If you read the stories written below by others, I will tell you my own story exactly as what they said and witnessed by me:
Please Forward The Story To Everyone You Know:
I stayed in Pulau (island) Redang And Pulau Perhentian In Terengganu For 2 weeks due to my research and I observed a lot of things done by the local youngsters to the ladies who visited there.
The VICTIMS are those who come alone or with group of girls only, most of them came with one female friend.
They acted as a normal driver of the
boat for the resorts but they selected the lone or girls victims mostly the dumb Chinese girls and western ladies. But if the girls are accompanied by guys, they will not dare to touch. When they reached the snorkeling area, they will 'HELP' the ladies by holding their hands to snorkel here and there. Most of the Chinese ladies
wear exposed and sexy swim wears and they will peep into their bras and underwears from behind.
The worst part are they seemed to bring along their local friends to join the club, to get one or two victims everyday.
They gathered on the jetty and looking at their preys. Then, they will guide the girls to a plastic containers with fresh water to wash them up, sometime trying to 'help' them by touching their body parts. These girls thought they were friendly and helpful but they have others intention.
When the girls are so busy washing and cleaning up, the locals will hand them the mineral water (with something inside), the girls will drink it. It happened everyday. Then suddenly the girls will allow them to hold her hands and walked to the boats and go away to the resort and finally to the rooms with the others local 'friends' following behind 'TO JOIN THE PARTY'!!!
Sometimes they will ask the local or western ladies whether they like to apply some sun block cream. Then they will apply some on their skin. Once, to my surprise the lady bare her breast and let them 'played'.
Then I knew what they applied is actually the 'Minyak Dagu' or Corpse Oil', one type of 'Jampi or Curse Oil' so that you will love them. They kissed her until she brought them to her room. SURPRISE!!! ( I think my fellow friends and I were more handsome (100 times) then the local guys, haha)
Please remember in Terengganu state, the Black Magic is strong over there. I have observed these for 2 weeks but cannot stop them, they have many many friends around, if I questioned them , I will be in trouble...over there. I hope every lady will take precaution on this matter and forward it to everyone.
Just let them know that if the drivers are so friendly and took advantages on them, they have to beware. I am so frustrated because the girls are so dumb to trust them.
I asked one of the victim and she said she didn't remember anything but She said she have some DREAM that she have sex with the locals. SEE !!!
Please read what was written by others below. My story is true here.
Beware when you're going out snorkling especially ladies' & girls' team only. Boatmen would drug the mineral water when your are busy snorkelling.
Later you passed out after drinking the water when you get back on the boat.
There are insufficient evidence to prosecute them cause they cleverly done their job including dressing up victim nicely to original & don't leave any traces behind even ejected externally. And when the victims awakened they were told they had a short nap. Salt water further makes it difficult for them to discover on the spot until perhaps later.. This happened in Pulau Tioman and can happened any other places. Victims include Italian, American, Japanese, Chinese, Arabian & even Malays.
Please pass this message on to all the world.
-Yan-
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
taiwan trip
lolz...sorry guys..i dont know wat happened but i cant caption my picas!! haha^^ soon will tell bout da whole trip..when got time^^ take care al^^ will continue to upload picas 1st..explanation later on ^~^ haha!!
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Thursday, April 22, 2010
MIRACLE IN EGYPT^^
A Muslim man in Egypt killed his wife because she was reading the Bible and then buried her with their infant baby and an 8-year old daughter.
The girls were buried alive! He then reported to the police that an uncle killed the kids. 15 days later, another family member died. When they went to bury him, they found the 2 little girls under the sand - ALIVE!
The country is outraged over the incident, and the man was executed end of July.
The older girl was asked how she had survived and she says, 'A man wearing shiny white clothes, with bleeding wounds in his hands, came every day to feed us. He woke up my mom so she could nurse my sister,' she said. She was interviewed on Egyptian national TV, by a veiled Muslim woman news anchor. She said on public TV, 'This was none other than Jesus, because nobody else does things like this!'
Muslims believe Isa (Jesus) would do this, but the wounds mean He really was crucified, and it's clear also that He is alive! But, it's also clear that the child could not make up a story like this, and there is no way these children could have survived without a true miracle.
Muslim leaders are going to have a hard time to figure out what to do with this, and the popularity of the Passion movie didn't help! With Egypt at the centre of the media and education in the Middle East , you can be sure this story will spread. Christ is still controlling and turning the world. Please let this story be shared..
The Lord says, 'I will bless the person who puts his trust in me. (Jeremiah 17)
We should always have time to remember all HE has done for us. If, You aren't ashamed to do this... please follow the directions. Jesus said, 'If you are ashamed of me, I will be ashamed of you before my Father.'
Yes, I do Love God. HE is my source of existence and Savior. He keeps me functioning each and every day. Without Him, I will be nothing. But, with Christ, HE strengthens me. (Phil 4:13)
The girls were buried alive! He then reported to the police that an uncle killed the kids. 15 days later, another family member died. When they went to bury him, they found the 2 little girls under the sand - ALIVE!
The country is outraged over the incident, and the man was executed end of July.
The older girl was asked how she had survived and she says, 'A man wearing shiny white clothes, with bleeding wounds in his hands, came every day to feed us. He woke up my mom so she could nurse my sister,' she said. She was interviewed on Egyptian national TV, by a veiled Muslim woman news anchor. She said on public TV, 'This was none other than Jesus, because nobody else does things like this!'
Muslims believe Isa (Jesus) would do this, but the wounds mean He really was crucified, and it's clear also that He is alive! But, it's also clear that the child could not make up a story like this, and there is no way these children could have survived without a true miracle.
Muslim leaders are going to have a hard time to figure out what to do with this, and the popularity of the Passion movie didn't help! With Egypt at the centre of the media and education in the Middle East , you can be sure this story will spread. Christ is still controlling and turning the world. Please let this story be shared..
The Lord says, 'I will bless the person who puts his trust in me. (Jeremiah 17)
We should always have time to remember all HE has done for us. If, You aren't ashamed to do this... please follow the directions. Jesus said, 'If you are ashamed of me, I will be ashamed of you before my Father.'
Yes, I do Love God. HE is my source of existence and Savior. He keeps me functioning each and every day. Without Him, I will be nothing. But, with Christ, HE strengthens me. (Phil 4:13)
what heaven is like =]
I can only imagine...
Heaven as written by a 17 Year Old Boy
This is excellent and really gets you thinking about what will happen in Heaven.
17-year-old Brian Moore had only a short time to write something for a class. The subject was what Heaven was like. "I wowed 'em," he later told his father, Bruce. It's a killer. It's the bomb. It's the best thing I ever wrote." It also was the last.
Brian's parents had forgotten about the essay when a cousin found it while cleaning out the teenager's locker at Teays Valley High School in Pickaway County
Brian had been dead only hours, but his parents desperately wanted every piece of his life near them, notes from classmates and teachers, and his homework. Only two months before, he had handwritten the essay about encountering Jesus in a file room full of cards detailing every moment of the teen's life. But it was only after Brian's death that Beth and Bruce Moore realized that their son had described his view of heaven.
It makes such an impact that people want to share it. "You feel like you are there," Mr. Moore said.. Brian Moore died May 27, 1997, the day after Memorial Day. He was driving home from a friend's house when his car went off Bulen-Pierce Road in Pickaway County and struck a utility pole. He emerged from the wreck unharmed but stepped on a downed power line and was electrocuted.
The Moore 's framed a copy of Brian's essay and hung it among the family portraits in the living room. "I think God used him to make a point. I think we were meant to find it and make something out of it," Mrs. Moore said of the essay. She and her husband want to share their son's vision of life after death. "I'm happy for Brian. I know he's in heaven. I know I'll see him.
Here is Brian's essay entitled:
" The Room.."
In that place between wakefulness and dreams, I found myself in the room. There were no distinguishing features except for the one wall covered with small index card files. They were like the ones in libraries that list titles by author or subject in alphabetical order. But these files, which stretched from floor to ceiling and seemingly endless in either direction, had very different headings.
As I drew near the wall of files, the first to catch my attention was one that read "Girls I have liked" I opened it and began flipping through the cards. I quickly shut it, shocked to realize that I recognized the names written on each one. And then without being told, I knew exactly where I was. This lifeless room with its small files was a crude catalog system for my life. Here were written the actions of my every moment, big and small, in a detail my memory couldn't match. A sense of wonder and curiosity, coupled with horror, stirred within me as I began randomly opening files and exploring their content. Some brought joy and sweet memories; others a sense of shame and regret so intense that I would look over my shoulder to see if anyone was watching.
A file named "Friends" was next to one marked "Friends I have betrayed." The titles ranged from the mundane to the outright weird. "Books I Have Read," "Lies I Have Told," "Comfort I have Given," "Jokes I Have Laughed at."
Some were almost hilarious in their exactness: "Things I've yelled at my brothers." Others I couldn't laugh at: "Things I Have Done in My Anger", "Things I Have Muttered Under My Breath at My Parents." I never ceased to be surprised by the contents Often there were many more cards than expected. Sometimes fewer than I hoped. I was overwhelmed by the sheer volume of the life I had lived.
Could it be possible that I had the time in my years to fill each of these thousands or even millions of cards? But each card confirmed this truth. Each was written in my own handwriting. Each signed with my signature.
When I pulled out the file marked "TV Shows I have watched," I realized the files grew to contain their contents. The cards were packed tightly, and yet after two or three yards, I hadn't found the end of the file. I shut it, shamed, not so much by the quality of shows but more by the vast time I knew that file represented.
When I came to a file marked "Lustful Thoughts," I felt a chill run through my body. I pulled the file out only an inch, not willing to test its size, and drew out a card. I shuddered at its detailed content I felt sick to think that such a moment had been recorded. An almost animal rage broke on me.
One thought dominated my mind: No one must ever see these cards! No one must ever see this room! I have to destroy them!" In insane frenzy I yanked the file out. Its size didn't matter now I had to empty it and burn the cards...
But as I took it at one end and began pounding it on the floor, I could not dislodge a single card. I became desperate and pulled out a card, only to find it as strong as steel when I tried to tear it. Defeated and utterly helpless, I returned the file to its slot. Leaning my forehead against the wall, I let out a long, self-pitying sigh.
And then I saw it. The title bore "People I Have Shared the Gospel With." The handle was brighter than those around it, newer, almost unused. I pulled on its handle and a small box not more than three inches long fell into my hands. I could count the cards it contained on one hand.
And then the tears came. I began to weep. Sobs so deep that they hurt. They started in my stomach and shook through me. I fell on my knees and cried. I cried out of shame, from the overwhelming shame of it all. The rows of file shelves swirled in my tear-filled eyes.. No one must ever, ever know of this room I must lock it up and hide the key. But then as I pushed away the tears, I saw Him.
No, please not Him. Not here. Oh, anyone but Jesus. I watched helplessly as He began to open the files and read the cards. I couldn't bear to watch His response. And in the moments I could bring myself to look at His face, I saw a sorrow deeper than my own. He seemed to intuitively go to the worst boxes.
Why did He have to read every one? Finally He turned and looked at me from across the room. He looked at me with pity in His eyes. But this was a pity that didn't anger me. I dropped my head, covered my face with my hands and began to cry again. He walked over and put His arm around me. He could have said so many things. But He didn't say a word. He just cried with me.
Then He got up and walked back to the wall of files. Starting at one end of the room, He took out a file and, one by one, began to sign His name over mine on each card. "No!" I shouted rushing to Him. All I could find to say was "No, no," as I pulled the card from Him.. His name shouldn't be on these cards. But there it was, written in red so rich, so dark, and so alive.
The name of Jesus covered mine. It was written with His blood. He gently took the card back He smiled a sad smile and began to sign the cards. I don't think I'll ever understand how He did it so quickly, but the next instant it seemed I heard Him close the last file and walk back to my side. He placed His hand on my shoulder and said, "It is finished."
I stood up, and He led me out of the room.. There was no lock on its door. There were still cards to be written.
"For God so loved the world that He gave His only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life." John 3:16
If you feel the same way forward it to as many people as you can so the love of Jesus will touch their lives also. My "People I shared the gospel with" file just got bigger, how about yours?
Heaven as written by a 17 Year Old Boy
This is excellent and really gets you thinking about what will happen in Heaven.
17-year-old Brian Moore had only a short time to write something for a class. The subject was what Heaven was like. "I wowed 'em," he later told his father, Bruce. It's a killer. It's the bomb. It's the best thing I ever wrote." It also was the last.
Brian's parents had forgotten about the essay when a cousin found it while cleaning out the teenager's locker at Teays Valley High School in Pickaway County
Brian had been dead only hours, but his parents desperately wanted every piece of his life near them, notes from classmates and teachers, and his homework. Only two months before, he had handwritten the essay about encountering Jesus in a file room full of cards detailing every moment of the teen's life. But it was only after Brian's death that Beth and Bruce Moore realized that their son had described his view of heaven.
It makes such an impact that people want to share it. "You feel like you are there," Mr. Moore said.. Brian Moore died May 27, 1997, the day after Memorial Day. He was driving home from a friend's house when his car went off Bulen-Pierce Road in Pickaway County and struck a utility pole. He emerged from the wreck unharmed but stepped on a downed power line and was electrocuted.
The Moore 's framed a copy of Brian's essay and hung it among the family portraits in the living room. "I think God used him to make a point. I think we were meant to find it and make something out of it," Mrs. Moore said of the essay. She and her husband want to share their son's vision of life after death. "I'm happy for Brian. I know he's in heaven. I know I'll see him.
Here is Brian's essay entitled:
" The Room.."
In that place between wakefulness and dreams, I found myself in the room. There were no distinguishing features except for the one wall covered with small index card files. They were like the ones in libraries that list titles by author or subject in alphabetical order. But these files, which stretched from floor to ceiling and seemingly endless in either direction, had very different headings.
As I drew near the wall of files, the first to catch my attention was one that read "Girls I have liked" I opened it and began flipping through the cards. I quickly shut it, shocked to realize that I recognized the names written on each one. And then without being told, I knew exactly where I was. This lifeless room with its small files was a crude catalog system for my life. Here were written the actions of my every moment, big and small, in a detail my memory couldn't match. A sense of wonder and curiosity, coupled with horror, stirred within me as I began randomly opening files and exploring their content. Some brought joy and sweet memories; others a sense of shame and regret so intense that I would look over my shoulder to see if anyone was watching.
A file named "Friends" was next to one marked "Friends I have betrayed." The titles ranged from the mundane to the outright weird. "Books I Have Read," "Lies I Have Told," "Comfort I have Given," "Jokes I Have Laughed at."
Some were almost hilarious in their exactness: "Things I've yelled at my brothers." Others I couldn't laugh at: "Things I Have Done in My Anger", "Things I Have Muttered Under My Breath at My Parents." I never ceased to be surprised by the contents Often there were many more cards than expected. Sometimes fewer than I hoped. I was overwhelmed by the sheer volume of the life I had lived.
Could it be possible that I had the time in my years to fill each of these thousands or even millions of cards? But each card confirmed this truth. Each was written in my own handwriting. Each signed with my signature.
When I pulled out the file marked "TV Shows I have watched," I realized the files grew to contain their contents. The cards were packed tightly, and yet after two or three yards, I hadn't found the end of the file. I shut it, shamed, not so much by the quality of shows but more by the vast time I knew that file represented.
When I came to a file marked "Lustful Thoughts," I felt a chill run through my body. I pulled the file out only an inch, not willing to test its size, and drew out a card. I shuddered at its detailed content I felt sick to think that such a moment had been recorded. An almost animal rage broke on me.
One thought dominated my mind: No one must ever see these cards! No one must ever see this room! I have to destroy them!" In insane frenzy I yanked the file out. Its size didn't matter now I had to empty it and burn the cards...
But as I took it at one end and began pounding it on the floor, I could not dislodge a single card. I became desperate and pulled out a card, only to find it as strong as steel when I tried to tear it. Defeated and utterly helpless, I returned the file to its slot. Leaning my forehead against the wall, I let out a long, self-pitying sigh.
And then I saw it. The title bore "People I Have Shared the Gospel With." The handle was brighter than those around it, newer, almost unused. I pulled on its handle and a small box not more than three inches long fell into my hands. I could count the cards it contained on one hand.
And then the tears came. I began to weep. Sobs so deep that they hurt. They started in my stomach and shook through me. I fell on my knees and cried. I cried out of shame, from the overwhelming shame of it all. The rows of file shelves swirled in my tear-filled eyes.. No one must ever, ever know of this room I must lock it up and hide the key. But then as I pushed away the tears, I saw Him.
No, please not Him. Not here. Oh, anyone but Jesus. I watched helplessly as He began to open the files and read the cards. I couldn't bear to watch His response. And in the moments I could bring myself to look at His face, I saw a sorrow deeper than my own. He seemed to intuitively go to the worst boxes.
Why did He have to read every one? Finally He turned and looked at me from across the room. He looked at me with pity in His eyes. But this was a pity that didn't anger me. I dropped my head, covered my face with my hands and began to cry again. He walked over and put His arm around me. He could have said so many things. But He didn't say a word. He just cried with me.
Then He got up and walked back to the wall of files. Starting at one end of the room, He took out a file and, one by one, began to sign His name over mine on each card. "No!" I shouted rushing to Him. All I could find to say was "No, no," as I pulled the card from Him.. His name shouldn't be on these cards. But there it was, written in red so rich, so dark, and so alive.
The name of Jesus covered mine. It was written with His blood. He gently took the card back He smiled a sad smile and began to sign the cards. I don't think I'll ever understand how He did it so quickly, but the next instant it seemed I heard Him close the last file and walk back to my side. He placed His hand on my shoulder and said, "It is finished."
I stood up, and He led me out of the room.. There was no lock on its door. There were still cards to be written.
"For God so loved the world that He gave His only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life." John 3:16
If you feel the same way forward it to as many people as you can so the love of Jesus will touch their lives also. My "People I shared the gospel with" file just got bigger, how about yours?
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
a lilttle thought n rememberance^^
Parents Wish
ppeople out there^^ this moments are true..u might not feel it now..but in future u would^^ appreciate ur mum's n dad's as they had shower upon us their unconditional love <3
now..im proud to say im mummy's n daddy's gurl ^^
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
FINALLY OUTTA MATRIC
yuuhuuu ppl^^ yesh yesh yeshhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~! iM FINALLY BACK TO EPO!!!! heheee^^ weeeeeeEEEEEEEEEEEeeee~so carefree...ntg else to worry about...BYEBYE books (err...for 2months plus onie) wakkakakaka^^ nvm nvm..at least sum time to rest play play n play n play more n more more more!!!!HHEEHEHEHE^^ aaaaaaaaaaa..but im starting to miss my fwens....best buddies 4eva!!they are the ones who be there for me...lift me up when im down..listen to my cries...n most of all being ever so CHEERFUL with me~ heheeee^^ KMPH 2009/2010 sweet memories^^ well, now now now..at home..kekeee^^ wat to do next?aha!!tomolo i got dental app. uuhuuuuuu..syiok!!kekekeke^^ kay la..gotta rest early....MUKGU MUKGU^^
Friday, January 22, 2010
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
CRAP CRAP CRAP
boooohooooooooooo=.=!!i had a total nightmre last nite!!!!!!AAAAAAAAAAAaaaa!!!pratically i've not been sleeping da whole nite!u noe y?cz whenever i close my eyes i rememba every bits of the movie i've watches ytd nite!KEWL>.<" SCARY LIKE HELL! eventually i went into google to find out whether the story really do exist...n results?? YES!but da gurl wasnt named emily rose she aneliese michel(dont know correct or not) but u can check in google...DARN!i opened n hear da recordings of the demons speaking through her n the whole nite dat voice kept appearing on my mind!WAT THE HECK?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i kept praying to God...=) datz the best solution but whenever i do so..i fall asleep n suddenly POP outta bed again!!!!!!!!!!!!!huh~n tis whole frenzy thingy came into my mind again...my eyes r superbly tired...my body is weak I WANT TO SLEEPppppppp!!but i CANT T.T!! huhu~~ hearing daddy snoring so nicely n my eyes were wide open in the midnite...all i did was just to stare outside the window looking at the sky wondering when could i ever fell into my dreamland^^ huhu~scary scary!!!!!!!!!!!i kept turning here n there here n there...at times i really felt uncomfortable n wanted to SCREAM!!but i tahan n quickly cover myself with my blankie...(is tis real??) i dont know either...=.=" AaaAAAAAa!!n thinking tonite mayb daddy would not be ard really gonna freak me out!!! its act. not the show dat scares me...its the VOICe!!!SHOOT SUGAR!!! huh~ then i even took 2 boasters n cover beside me=p hehe!!sounds funny huh?but i feel protected at least not so exposed:P haha!! anyhow..i think it was abt 5smtg when my eyes were open widely..i dint realise i fall asleep till bout 8smtg i automatically woke up^^ BUT!my eyes were dreary n 1 thing im weird of is that tears kept flowing outta my eyes when i started to sleep last nite!! yYYY?? I DONT KNOW=) anyhow..i know jesus will protect me^^ sending angels to protect n accompany me from all sorts of demonic world=) AMEN^^ hah........hopefully i can sleep well tonite=)
about the movie i've watched=)
wow...the movie entitled The Exorcism Of Emily Rose=) im wondering if its real?oh gosh~i felt my throats are tightening=S GOSH~its...huh~undescribable=) its been a movie i've been hoping to watch since f3(rmba miss pazidah promise to let us watch) but it dint happened...n finaly i got to watch=) it states there are 6demons possed in her..they are the ones in cain,judas, balial(dont know spell correctly), legion..n most of all Lucifer which is da King of Demons...
now..wad comes to my mind is dat is this movie REAL??is da recording of the demons voices real?did she really speak in tongues? hmmmmmmmmm...~WONDERS~
anyhow...ntg is gonna stop God from doing his works through his disciples=) n mostly his chosen one on earth...in the end of the show...chapter2 of Phillipians "Work out your salvation with fear and trembling" ~its never easy to be in christianity...u will receive all sorts of criticism...hatred...persecution....n etc. NOW, IT DOESNT MEAN DAT U WONT HAVE A SMOOTH N SWEET LIFE THOUGH...OF CUZ U DO=) but as life goes on..it never gets easy..u get wat i mean?! so...in the 2nd coming of CHrist...i urge u ppl to STAND FIRM ON UR FAITH BCUZ there is many things that will be used on u to lure u away from ur faith n backslide them=) so...its still not too late to continue strenghten ur faith n trust in him=) all works will be done through him;)
GOOD LUCK EVERY1^^
the whole wednesday^^
here cocoa...minnie n mickey^^ they juz loves being ard each other together...eat,sleep, play, walk. peeping tom, n etc. (jong zhi everything together^^) shows how close they r...so adorable^^
huhu~ minnie is goin back sitiawan dy T.T gonna miss dat naughty gurl loads!! hehe^^so take few shots of her^^ hopefully shes able to mix wit fluffy,steach,tiara, vanilla, n sam^^ hehe!!take care lor my lil minnie^^
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
testimonial:P
aaa..add a lil bit^^ hehehe!!so FARNIEEEEEEEEEEEE!!when i was cookin half way....then im finding da 'soya sauce' i was like where's the heck it da 'pak yao'??? then i rmba...OOOooooOO!!daddy said he brought almost everything back to stwn!!!>.<" then i woke daddy up ask where's da pakyao daddy? aiyaya...hahaha^^then daddy went out buy;)n da vege was half cookin in da pan=.=!!so stop a while..wait daddy come back then BOOM!start cooking everything again^^ wooohooo!!my 1st time eva trying to cook sweet n sour fish^^ it taste NOT BAD^^ heheh!!actually nice^^yummy yummy!but da gravy is a lill to starchy...so next time must add more water^^ ekekkeke!! da fish was a japanese tofu fish;) very soft! uummmm^^then me n daddy sat down n whack whack whack^^ hehehe^^ shedappppppp!! kayla...off to go now^^ my bed is callin^^ toodles^^
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